I will be good today...I will be good today...

This is my mantra for the day. I am going to get back on track for success. No more ice cream! It's early but so far I am on track! Healthy breakfast, been doing some housework, playing with my babies. Now time to run some errands and stay away from bad snacks while out and about! I will NOT get a mocha coconut frappuchino OR a chocolate chip cookie from starbucks! I WILL get a zero calorie iced passion tea! Every time I feel tempted I need to remember to look at my babies and think about being a healthy active mama for them! They deserve it and I owe it to them and myself!

Snacky snacky

All I seem to want to do lately is snack all day long. Nothing bad like fast food or cookies but I can't seem to stay out of the pantry or refrigerator. Not sure why but it doesn't help me reach my weekly goals. I feel like I have lost the momentum I had going before vacation. And I guess some of my motivation as well. I still have 2lbs of vacation weight to go. I'm a tad disappointed in myself for not having lost all of it already. I'm not in a rush or anything, I want to continue to lose at a slow healthy pace but sheesh! I just need to get back on track already!

OK bad mama, no more...

So it seems I opened a flood gate of naughty snacking when I gave in and had that sundae on Sunday. (ha ha that sounds funny!) Not only did I have that bad day, then as previously reported we had pizza last night. And Ben & Jerry's. And now today I had a full flavor, full fat mocha coconut frappuchino AND chocolate chip cookie. WTF is wrong with me?!?! This crap needs to STOP. No more bad snacks. I think it's time to get the strict frame of mind back on track. It seems to be the only way for me to be successful. No more blaming the hubs or "that time of month"! I didn't have to eat the pizza or ice cream or Starbucks. I honestly wasn't even craving any of it. It was just there. I know I can do this, I've done it before. I need to keep making my small goals and keeping them in the front of my mind. NAPA TRIP! NAPA TRIP! C'mon Clark get with it :)

Bad hubby!

I'm thinking that the hubs is not a good influence lately. He called on his break today to tell me that he ate delicious bad food so he's picking up pizza for dinner tonight. And I said OK??!!?? Where did my willpower formerly made of steel go?? I don't really even want pizza but I know I will eat it. Aaarrrggghhh!

naughty night

Well pooh! I was naughty last night! But I'm not mad at myself for it. Know why? Cause it's not the end of the world. I know that it's just a minor slip and I am right back on track today :)  I had a healthy breakfast and lunch and then came the triple berry sundae at Sam's Club. So I figured might as well have a dinner I'll really enjoy along with that and had Chili's big mouth bites. I enjoyed every bite too. I deserve a treat every now and then and as long as I am good 99% of the time I can have them.

I'm back Stacy :)

All right! Time to stop being a BAD blogger! And a bad dieter as well. I haven't been so strict since getting home so my vacation weight is coming off very very slowly. Been home for almost 4 weeks and have only lost 4 of the 6lbs I gained. I guess a loss is still a loss but I had hoped to have it all off by now and be on track to losing 10 additional pounds before our anniversary trip to Napa. Oh well I will just have to get over that and readjust my goal! My new weigh in day is Wednesday so we'll see where I am at this week and make a new Napa goal at that time! I better not gain 6lbs in Napa though!

arrrggghh vacation!!!!

Well I knew it would happen. Vacation fun got the best of me. Ate & drank whatever I wanted for 2 whole weeks and gained 6lbs! Boo! Oh well. Time to get back on the healthy eating track for another 8 weeks. Why 8 weeks? NAPA!!!! It's our 5yr anniversary trip and I'm not gonna behave there either :)  My 8 week goal is to be rid of the 6 vacation pounds and hopefully 10 extra. That's 2lbs/wk. Kinda a tough goal but I'm going to give it my best shot! I don't feel bad about the vacay weight though cause I knew it would happen....and it's vacation!!!! Who the hell wants to diet on vacation?!?!? Not this chick! (obviously)